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Saturday, July 3, 2010

What's wrong with me .

Hey .

It's now around 5.30am . I'm so bored i could almost just talk to anyone if they're still not asleep . Fell asleep at 10pm just now . woke up at 4.30am plus . Mum woke up too . Went to gobble on some pizzas that she bought . Still no mood for anything . Had almost the weirdest dream ever . I'm so scared now . It felt like it was gonna be deja vu . Guess what happened in my dream ? I can only remember parts of it and one part was that i saw a group of people at a basketball court , and one of the boys asked me to go over and play with them or something . I soon got to know them and i kinda fell in love with one girl . Which told me her name . BUT I FORGOTTEN , DAMN IT . I kinda forgot the rest . The second part i remember is that i work for a guy , to earn money , and i was desperate for it . So he asked me and some other young people to go up the block and hunt for his enemy . And so we did . I remembered i went into the lift and pressed the 4th floor button . And when the door opened , my boss' enemy was right infront of my face . He took his knife out , and tried to stab me , but somehow i managed to escape . I was running and i looked back , he was so close to me ! I was scared till my legs went wobbly . I didn't know where the others were though . I ran down the stairs and he chased after me . Then i ran through the corridor and one family's door was open . I ran in and locked the door and explained everything to them . They let me stay inside for awhile and soon , i dont know why , but somehow i ran out from their house to find my boss' enemy again . This time , i met him at the lift lobby area . And i didn't hesitate to swing out my blade/knife . It looks kinda long . Slightly shorter than a sword . He took out two short knifes and tried to slash me . I dodged them and use my 'blade' to try to block his attacks . Soon , my 'teammate' came . He saw me and the enemy fighting and came to help . He took out a blade too and fought the enemy with me . He told me how to dodge his attacks while we were fighting him . I still remembered some . He told me to turn my head to a degree and to jump when he tried to slide me off balance with his leg and to bend down when he lunged his knife at me . I smoothly dodged all of his attacks while my friend was waiting for him to get tired and have a blind spot so that my friend can launch an attack . Soon , he was panting and i fell backwards . I thought i was gonna die , but i kinda saw him swing his two knifes at me in slow motion . For like two seconds . His chest was open cause he was swinging his knife from an area that i dont know how to explain . His two arms were stretched widely like a cross . Only when i showed you how he did it can you understand . So i used all my strength and concentrated it on my left leg , which is my strongest leg , and gave him a focus kick so hard , he flew back so far , and my friend gave him the stab of death from behind with his blade . And then , i woke up . In the middle of the night . You know why ? Because the damn fan was not on . My mum probably switched it off . Damn it . I was so hot , it felt like madness . I tried to continue sleeping and said in my mind ' I can do this . ' But the heat , was unbearable . I got up , so frustrated , and switched on the damn fan . I kept thinking about the dream i had . I never really had such a dream before . Was it a sign or something ? Maybe it's gonna be deja vu ? I don't know . And i really don't want it to happen in the future . I don't want to experience that anymore . The feeling that you may die with just one slash of a knife , is really scary . Maybe some of you have taken the pirate ship thingy at Escape Theme Park . But i bet with you , it is nothing compared to the feeling i felt when he went straight in my face and tried to kill me with his swords . Indeed , it was 'ci ji' . But still , i didn't want to die . It's now 6am and i've been thinking about this dream for an hour and a half . I was so scared just now that i text many people and none of them were awake , or replied . I called one of my best friends Kelvin and he always stays up late , but he didn't reply as well . Oh well . I guess i'm feeling much better after writing all of this . Oh , yeah . I forgot to add that i pierced my smiley and the hole closed while i was sleeping . -'- it . I kinda didn't 'screw' the stud and it came out in the night , and i only realised it in the morning . And my brother didn't want to help me put it in ... What a sad life i have .

So , yeah . I guess i'll end this post here .

Dherren 'Ace' Dan .

P/S . I'm a left handed person so my body is stronger on the left side , and my brain is smarter on the left . Same goes to my hand , stronger on the left .

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