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Sunday, May 30, 2010

Probably the longest post ever .

Weird.

Hey people , just to tell you all , this is gonna be one of the longest things I will ever write in my life . So , if you don't wanna waste your time , just leave . Otherwise , hear me out . This post will be like a summary of the past few days I have spent . And I swear I will not stop writing till I hit the 1000 word mark .

Okay , lets get this started . I'm feeling extremely weird now , don't know what came onto me . Just not in the mood . Okay , recently , I've been guessing some things . But maybe it's just me , maybe I'm thinking too much , I don't know . So let's just ignore that for a while . Yeah . So today went out with Kelvin and his friends . Watched 'Shrek' . I guess it was okay . Then went to Kelvin's house then went to Granny's house then went home . Okay , since I have nothing more to write , I'm gonna start writing random things .

I don't even know what I want right now . I feel like a dick . I am gonna change for the better . I sincerely apologise if I had lied to any of you , or broke a promise , or whatever . I have my reasons for everything I do . I am just any average boy . I just want to be happy . I don't want to be emo or anything . I just want to have a good , long sleep . I just want everything to be normal again . I need someone to understand me . I'll go crazy when I'm very angry .

How many words is it already ? Hmm , let's see . 322 words . Epicfail . Okay , continue . My heart is kinda numb now , lmfao . Someone talk to me , so I'll get distracted and will not think about all those things . Hehe , no troubles , no worries , nothing at all . Ohmygod , tired I am . Maybe i should treat this as an 'O' level composition , writing all of this seriously . Or maybe i am serious .

Oh , and have I told you about my exam results ? I don't think so . Alright , firstly , I'm disappointed in myself . I aimed for all subjects pass , which I did , and for three A1's . But I only achieved two : Science and History . The rest are all B3's , B4's and C5's . Sad , didn't do as well as I expected . Class position : 8/39 . Level position : 12/148 Overall percentage : 65.1%
Whenever I see the computer there , with no one using it , I will be tempted to use it . I need tuition and my maths has really gotta buck up , or else I'm dead .

If any of you noticed , I'm not the blogging kind of guy . My blog is dead most of the time , ever since then . I will only blog if something so big happens that it encourages/inspires/influence me to blog about it . And today , I don't know why I'm blogging . I just felt like I have to . It's been a really long time since I last blogged too . And I'm gonna delete the 'Torres-Sucks' blog , since I can't keep it alive . So , goodbye T.S blog . Heh , perhaps blogging will make me feel better , It's like talking to myself in the mirror , only using these kind of methods will I understand myself better . Maybe I should do this more often , and the good thing is , you guys can see what I'm up to recently . And I'm not only talking to myself like a tard .

I can sense that the holidays are gonna be SUPER boring . So , I'm gonna make it packed like never before ! I'm gonna use this time to think , reflect , enjoy and relax . And by school reopens , I must make a good decision . Holiday homeworks just make the holidays worse . It's meant for us to relax and chill . But these little pieces of shits just wants to spoil your days . I guess this blog is gonna be something like my diary now . And this skin is damn old , I'm gonna find a new one soon . Ohyeah , I haven't talked about Church .

How could I forget such a thing , oh well . Church these past few weeks have been really relaxing , and I've became closer to the Bible and the understanding of God . This morning , I was online on Garena , and then this weird guy started telling me about some '7th day Adventists' thingy . I don't know weather to believe it or not . I'm not really a superstitious type of guy , but I still think it's better to stay away from trouble . I believe I have not gave a smile online yet today . So , I promise to place it at the end of this post . And it counts as a word too .

Alright , the word count now is about 900+ and It's reaching 1000 already . Like , finally . So what was I gonna say ? Damn it I forgot . Well nevermind , let me have my ending speech .

Thanks for reading till this point , I appreciate it very much . Greatest respect to whoever that really did spent some time reading and understanding this post . Thankyouverymuch , and goodbye .
Dherren 'Ace' Dan , and as I promised , (: .

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